2 posts tagged “mortgage”

That previous post of mine, finally woken?  It's not true - I glimpsed it for a moment and thought it was here.  But here...here is my heart...breaking into little tiny pieces.  Here is... wanting to body slam drywall and punch fists through glass picture frames and throw gifts thru windows.   Here is an ugly sad angry black hole of frustrated feelings.  Here is tears running down the face while screaming and sobbing into a pillow, playing dead can dance in the background so the basement renters can't hear the pain.  Here is overwhelmed with packing and mortgage and second job and bills and changing over electric and water service and acquiring homeowners insurance.  Here is the sadness of leaving a four legged child behind.  Here is so sad.  here is so angry.  Here is just miserable.  I hate here. I thought I had left here.  but here I am. 

What are you saving up for? 
Submitted by Star. 

Saving?  What is this saving you are speaking of? I have no saving.  I have 40k in school debt and I'm about to get a new house.  there is no saving in my life.  It is all spending.  And not much of it is the good kind of spending.